looking back on my chat logs with her . from i was her daddy , until stead , until i'm like a dog . i loved many memories back there , when you call me papapapapapapapa ! daddyyyyyy ! then when we got tgt , you goes : B!!!! dear ! LG ! you will tend to ask me out to eat or walk around central's pasa malam . sometimes bringing your cousin out or to jp . now ? hahahahas ..

Do you still remember this picture ? it was our FIRST picture taken , tgt . i bet you forget totally alr .

i still remember one time , you say you have rashes or something , spots came out from your hands , i was shocked , i cycled damn fast from my house to yours to meet you , i rmb it was during at night 8 + we chatted , i even called my mum to ask what is your condition . i told you nothing's gona happen , if anything happens to you , i'll take care of you using my lifetime

this is th picture we took at th park near your house , forgotten ?

during lanturn festival , me and bros went up to mount faber to play . did alot of stuffs there , i asked you to come , you say you cant cause you have no money . i wanted to show you something , did you made an effort to come ?

i did like for an hour for this , did you appreciate ?

i never never thought that , our love . i mean , your love to me . is so so so easily gone off like that , you said you still loves me , but then ? hugging another guy taking picture posting everywhere ? i wanted to bring you to zoo today , but you told me you were going out with jiahui , i stil rmb you keep say you wana see baboos . now where were you ? at home online msn , perhaps chatting with sihao , bring you to zoo ? what for ? you alr got a BABOO to hug and take picture alr , what for ? fucker .

wana study for exams , dont wana make your daddy worry for you when he's overseas , breaking up with me , now ? i dont see any point you're using your time on studies than going out with friends and sihao , can even hug , i cant see a point whats that for , i only know now i dont really understand you that well , you have new , you ditch old , cause you had fun with it alr . when th new one becomes rusty , whose th next one getting hurt ? you wana act like a playgirl , hongster , go ahead . i was one , last time . now i'm getting me sinful retribution . you won't know how much it hurts when you are still playing . when th day comes , you will know what's my feeling now ,

3/25/2008
9:29:04 PM
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siewpeng
i don't care ah .
3/25/2008
9:29:06 PM
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siewpeng
cannot leave wo .;x
3/25/2008
9:29:18 PM
siewpeng
[c=0]CNS - [' EDDIE '][/c] BATOK【５３７】
won't leave you lah !
3/25/2008
9:29:21 PM
siewpeng
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promise :D
3/25/2008
9:29:27 PM
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siewpeng
hees :D

is that your promise ? i just saw you broken it (:

to you , yes YOU .

you might say its my bad for treating you like fuck when we were tgt , but you didn't say out . after break then say , and you started saying " would you even listen if i say ? " rofl . TALK COCK . at first , i thought you were th one for me , you told me not to leave you like jonathan did . th feeling hurts . now ? you jus did it , and i think you're doing so damn good that you can fucking flirt with other guys now , going out with guys , hahaha . i thought you truely loved me , you gave me th love you've got . but now ? i rmb i told you , no i won't break with you unless you did , you said you'll never . please , don't make promises when you cannot fulfil it , you act like a bitch now , i fucking look down on you . before we stead , ppl tell me , you sure you wan stead with siewpeng not ? don't regret hor , she very blah blah blah blah , not 1 person , somemore few of them , is your GOODFRIEND now , surprise ? i didn't care what ppl say , i know you love me , and i love you . but , i was wrong . ppl say smth that hits directly on you and you jus shot it . you jus did smth that ppl say you'll always do , after breaking flirting with guys , going out with guys , last time you can even use me to make jon angry , rofl . after that ? using me th name of DADDY , going out with me despite being tgt with jon , now i know why jon break with you . it wasn't his fault , its you , wake up . you're still doing what you always do , you are jus fucking flirting away . to think that i still loves you till today . you make me feel th love i have for you , is better thrown away . i know that time why jon broke up with you alr . not because he don't loves you , jus because he was 1 step faster than me , smarter than me .

i was foolish to let you cheat , lie , bluff , whatever . i know how it feels . do you ? you don't .

KWOKSIEWPENG , when one day , your retribution comes . you'll know .

you made my love to you not worthwhile . cause you're just like playing me around , and i didn't realise you were .

you were my drug , cant be without you .

but now , please fuck off , i cant stand your dirty flirt acts .