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Friday, January 16, 2009, 5:19 PM
birthday
its 16jan today , my birthday .i've turned 18 , haven't i ? hahas . went aunty house to celebrate , cut cake and left . was expecting a surprise , but , i was just too foolish . (: she didn't come .
thinking back on ytd night . i was at my house nearby carpark . i'd have not been here posting , if my parents wasn't there . dad talked to me , about you , yes you . i thought i still might got a chance to tell you what they told me , it might be a surprise to you , but now i think . everything doesn't matters to you anymore . i was sitting on top of th carpark . looking down , it was a feeling . i've nvr had . i called you , you seems not to care .
i've no girlfriends at all , amanda ? hahas . i'm just jealous of you , contacting so many guys after i left . yes i'm FUCKING jealous , what could i've done ? nothing .
this year , my birthday was th lousiest i've ever had . cause i lost someone i truely love. n
so what if its my 18th birthday ? its my darkest lousiest i've ever had . i thought , going in army late , wanting to celebrate with you . make it my happiest , but i'm so wrong . hahas .
thats all i've got to say . happy 18th birthday to me .
i'm crazy about you , i swear to god .